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After leaving America in February 2008 to work, learn, and train in Germany I realised I needed a way to keep friends, family, & clients up to date with what's happening in my fantastic life. So here is my project, crawforddressage.com. Crawford because it's my last name, dressage because it's what I love. I left "Eiren" out of the address because people can't seem to spell it if they hear it and if they only see "Eiren" I get called Irene, Ileen, Eern, etc., (sounds just like Erin, really). So, Crawforddressage it is.
Welcome and enjoy.

Here I will try to keep everyone updated with my adventures in Europe. I feel like I'm living a dream come true as I'm working for and learning from some of the best trainers in the world, and discovering life in a new country. I love to share my experiences with people who are interested.

CLINIC DATES: Coming back to BC in June! If you are interested in working together please contact me for more info. Get in touch fast, these clinics get full! 

Friday, May 17, 2013

Learning

Well, I certainly have sucked at updating, haven't I? It's not because I've been only sitting around drinking champagne and eating candy. Of course there's been plenty of that, but I've also been trying hard to keep learning! 

As usual, since our last show we've made great strides. I've had super lessons with Daniel and Andreas and can feel things getting a little more technical and refined. One of my favorite lessons was with Daniel where we just stayed mostly on a 20 meter circle and worked on ME. I had some of the best collection into passage and pirouette canter after only focusing on how I was using my seat and not using my hands as much as I like to. The next day during a lesson with Andreas I was struggling with the passage but then once I focused only on the feeling in my own body, like I had the day before, suddenly it was better again. Yay!

In the last few weeks I've gone on two trips with a friend to look at sale horses. I'm super excited to be looking for a young project for myself, something to bring along for a while and then resell. There's a lovely black gelding I'm pretty keen on, so fingers crossed that he works out. 

But better than shopping for myself was being an observer while my friend was looking at horses in a completely different price bracket. To walk into a stable and say, "only show me your best horses," is pretty awesome, and the horses that come out are amazing. Most of the time.

It was really interesting to see truly international quality horses of various ages, and then other horses that people are trying to pass off as top quality because they want a top price tag. There were some amazing riders and other riders that I thought, really? Some riders made normal horses look fabulous and others took great horses and made them nearly unrideable. It was really interesting.

The best part of it though was watching my friend get on the horses. This may be one of the nicest riders I've ever seen. Over and over I watched him get on strange horses, and without stress or fighting, he figured out within one or two rounds how to get the absolute best out of every single horse.  Every. Single. Horse. On one hand it was frustrating because it looked so easy, every time, but for 99% of us it sure isn't.  It really was quite a privilege to watch this and I think my little brain may have absorbed some of the information available there, because when I got back on my horses at home I found myself trying for a different balance in the saddle and thinking a little more refined in my aids. Not necessarily that it worked and my riding improved, but as a very visual learner I hope something sunk in!

I still have so far to go, so much to improve, but to have a fresh kick of inspiration when I'm already surrounded by amazing talent is a gift I'm thankful for. 

Yesterday we made a new video of Countess to see where we're at. I still want to poke myself in the eye when I see the piaffe to passage transition, because I know it's ME making the problems, but it is getting better. I love/hate watching our videos because on one hand I can see the improvement, but mostly I focus on what needs to be better and I'm pretty quickly annoyed and disgusted with myself. But for now I'm super happy and just so much in love with Countess, and so grateful for her patience as I bumble along! She's an amazing bundle of Orange Goodness.  

9:06 am cest 

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Grand Prix Debut

It's been a couple days now to relax after the show, where Countess and I both made our Grand Prix debuts!

Saturday we rode the Intermediare II test. I think that was the fourth time I've ridden it, and unfortunately, the second time I've gone off-course. Doh! Other than my off-course and one mistake in the two-time changes, there wasn't really any big errors, but no big highlights either. It was a test of 6's, with a few 7's peppered in for good measure. I was disappointed in my score, but happy with my horse. At the end of the day it was just a warm up for the Grand Prix in my mind anyway, which is maybe not the best attitude and focus to take into a test, but I'll forgive my enthusiasm for the debut.

Oddly enough I was probably more relaxed and calmer Sunday than I was Saturday. I practiced a lot of the sports psychology work I've done in the past, focusing on Sunday's Grand Prix ride. Andrea Woodard, one of the riders at Andreas', provided me with great coaching in the warm up (Andreas and Daniel were both at Hagen CDI in Germany). Andrea pushed us but kept it from getting hectic, helped me stay calm and thinking.

So we were the first combination to go. Normally I wouldn't be happy about this but I really just wanted to go! The judge rang the bell and the background music began, with R Kelly's 'I Believe I Can Fly' softly inspiring me into a fit of giggles as I did my first salute. I mean, come on! Talk about cheesy! Anyway, after I started trotting off I heard nothing else until my final salute. 

I'm really happy with the trot work. The half-pass to the right had been a bit tricky leading up to the show, with me constantly accidentally giving Countess a cue to canter. In a lesson Friday, Andrea really helped me break it down and approach it differently, basically eliminating the mistake. I remember telling myself to ride it only for a 5 or 6 as I was preparing, and taking the pressure off kept the half-pass relaxed and correct, earning us a 7.  The half-pass left is usually very reliable and also got us 7. (If you watch the video, listen for Morten and Sarah Thomsen's young son saying, "hi Eiren" in between the two half-passes. So adorable!) The halt rein back was a pleasant surprise, scoring an 8 from two judges! And I'm thrilled with the second trot extension, she is really developing this better and better.

The piaffe and passage is hit or miss still. That mare can get the job done in both, and when we are training at home I really have moments where I believe this will be our highlight. However, in my first Grand Prix I rode the piaffe a little spastically, and poor Countess didn't always know where she should sit and piaffe or go out, or maybe halt? She really did well considering the lack of leadership I gave her there! Still we got anywhere from 5 to 7 in the piaffes, passage, and transitions throughout the test.

Walk was good, next pi & pa tour was good until I really hit her with the transition to canter! Poor Countess must have thought I had decided to make a run for it and off she went! She settled nicely into the two-time changes, they felt big, safe, and straight. I LOVED the extended canter, it was the first time she really felt like she stayed up in her balance, getting bigger without faster. So fun! In fact, it was so fun that I really wasn't thinking far enough ahead to plan the canter zig-zag.

Without good preparation the half-passes look like I'm again trying to make a run for it, in a race to finish the test! I'm actually amazed that the 3-6-6-6-3 counting worked out and we managed to find our balance and rhythm back within the movement. The judges didn't think that my recovery was worth giving me extra marks, so I got a 5 across the board there.

It was right about here, finishing the canter half-passes that I really understood, oh shit, this comes fast! because all of a sudden I was coming out of the corner, on the diagonal and I had 15 one-time flying changes ahead of me. No mental preparation means no physical preparation, and so I wasn't surprised when we had a mistake. But even still I was happy; the quality of the changes was good, for sure she has the ability to do them better, and she can certainly do them mistake-free. Not a worry.

The pirouettes were good, again not our best, but I'm happy. I still need to work on the transition to trot, but at least we made it without too much ugly. A better transition there will help me prepare for a better extended trot, but it was fine. The final centerline was fun, I'm really pleased with her passage, the transition in to piaffe and the first steps of piaffe. Again it was me being a bit hectic in my riding there that made her lose the rhythm and confidence, not knowing if she should go forward and out or stay or what. But the Orange Goodness just kept trying until the very last step, the final halt and salute.

And suddenly we are a Grand Prix combination.

One one hand, it wasn't as big of a deal as I'd thought. At the end of the ride it was just another test, one that I trained for and did an alright job on. I was really happy but not emotional at the end (I tend to be a cry-baby, it's genetic, it can't be helped.). I was proud of my horse, thankful to my trainers and especially the owners, but I didn't feel ecstatic, like I had just passed a major milestone. 

On the other hand, I've wanted to ride this test for EVER. I've ridden enough Grand Prix horses, trained the movements on a handful of horses, to feel like I should be able to do this. But to put it all together in between those two salutes, it's hard. Really, really hard to do it at all, and still harder to do it at the level to which I still aspire. I'm really proud that I finally did it on a horse that I finished, and I'm really proud of the horse for putting up with my ambitions to get here.

I have felt incredibly relaxed since Sunday's test, and I realize I feel like yes, I have passed that milestone, I have accomplished that big goal. Instead of a big, wild feeling of celebration, it's the feeling that a weight has been lifted, one I didn't even know I'd placed on myself. What a nice relief!

At some point in this awesome journey of mine I decided I wanted to stay in Europe until I had ridden Grand Prix. Then at some other point I thought, screw it, I just want to go home. But I'm really pleased that I've been able to stay and accomplish this. I'm amazed that I've had the kind of help from the ground that I'm getting from the Helgstrand Dressage Team. I'm thrilled that, while I still have a long way to go, I'm learning how to ride a Grand Prix to their standards. All of these things give me an enormous feeling of satisfaction.

I'm still so hungry to be better, to minimize my own mistakes so I can highlight my horse better, and I'm going to do my best to stay here until I AM better. That's why I'd better get off my arse and go ride my horses. 

Before I go, it's worth saying that I finished with a combined score of 63.688%, a higher score than I've made in the Inter II. Two of the judges had me mid-64, and one of the judges at a high 61%, but all three had me in third place of the seven combinations in the class. I have a long way to go to try to reach the class leaders but I'm working on it! 

11:55 am cest 

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Last Weekend

Last weekend I got myself a Grand Prix horse. 

Not because one was bought, but because one was made. Countess, the incredible Orange Goodness, and I made our Grand Prix debut!

More later, but what a great, fun experience! We did it! (and managed to come 3rd!) I freaking LOVE that horse!

9:49 am cest 

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

My Adapting Seat

Bloody hell this is hard! Just when you think you've figured something out, then there comes giant, gaping holes where you thought you'd sort of had an idea of what you might be doing...  

When I'm not focusing on the mistakes I'm making and the things that aren't going perfect, I can admit that the training is going incredibly. Both horses are getting stronger and my communication with them is getting clearer. And the truth is that mistakes are part of building my education, so as long as my attitude about these mistakes stays positive then I am still learning.

This week I've been riding with Thomas. The first lesson was good but hard because, as expected, he approached and focused on things differently than Andreas, Daniel, or Andrea. However, like in lessons with the others, I got a lot of good stuff out of the session and tons to think about and process. Because of this my ride (on my own) the next day felt really good and I think I had some big improvements. 

In today's lesson Thomas didn't have to go back and tell me many of the same things he said Monday, instead finding new mistakes to point out.  That's a good sign!

The things that are really sticking with me from the two lessons are as follows:

From Monday, I needed to 1) LISTEN TO MY HORSE, specifically her own rhythm. In everything - trot, canter, passage, and piaffe - I was not listening to her her rhythm and so I was throwing her off with my aids. Durrrrr.... 2) MAKE IT LOOK EASIER. Sure, this Grand Prix business is hard. Of course it is. Anyone who's ridden it knows it. You're going to make mistakes, get over it. But riding around making it LOOK hard? Well, no one wants to see that. Besides, doing the epileptic spider monkey impression does not actually make the horse go better. So calm the shit down, be clear with your aids and then remind the horse that if she doesn't listen to the first leg aid then the next one won't be so nice. 

Today left me thinking mostly about my seat, and how little idea I have on how to use it! We were working on the Grand Prix half-passes in the trot, you know the VERY steep zig-zag. I could get the line but would loose the expression. I could get the expression but loose some of the bend. If I had the expression and bend I would completely loose the line. We were steadily getting through it, making some mistakes, getting better, when all of a sudden I just threw my body into it differently. I felt like a clothes pin somehow, very stiff and holding, with my butt out of the saddle, but somehow I was way more together. BOOM! Sideways, forward, bending, made the letter with enough time to easily change bend and kept going forward and sideways to finish the second half-pass. My inside leg was getting forward expression, outside leg getting the sideways, seat and hands working together getting the bend and steering.  Thomas said it was great, so much better when I sit straighter like that. So when I say I threw my body it really isn't the right image, since from the ground I looked straighter. But however I eventually come to describe the feeling in that position, it worked!

The other interesting thing about the position work today was in the tempi changes. Monday Thomas told me to sit stronger in my core (I've been told by Daniel to ride the canter with a stronger seat too), but then in the tempi changes keep my knees a bit more on (not squeezing but just there). Suddenly they were so much better. Today he told me to slow down my aids in the one-time changes, while still keeping them strong so she believes me. When I get too fast with my aids she gets hectic, looses the uphill jump & rhythm. So it was again a weird feeling, with a strong core, knees staying on which made me feel like my butt was out of the saddle, and slowing my lower legs down, but damn it worked!

Finally I had a big A-HA! moment in the piaffe and passage work today. Now, I've been working hard on sitting light, not driving with my seat and kicking and pulling to try to make the pi & pa better, and this has been working. But I still have been having a helluva hard time figuring out the transition out from piaffe to passage, to get her to go forward again. Sometimes it's good but most of the time we lose the rhythm and mistakes ensue. Then today I felt the left-right-left-right in my buttcheeks in the piaffe and suddenly it seemed important. I focused on keeping that in the transition out... and there it was. Not perfect but so much better.

With Goose in the piaffe I feel the left-right but it's more in my hips going from side to side. With Countess today it was more of a rolling straight feeling; if you sit on the ground with your legs straight in front of you and then butt-walk backwards, that's what it felt like, or at least the best way I can describe it.

So it's just been kind of fascinating how many different 'positions' I had today and the results from them. While I know I have a somewhat independent seat, to break 'the seat' down even more is really interesting and quite exciting to try to figure out. It's never going to be easy, but it will always be a great experience!

7:36 pm cest 

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Dressage Porn

Yesterday was the Open House at Helgstrand Dressage, where they showed off their stallion collection as well as the official opening of the new stables and riding hall. It was, in my opinion, dressage porn.

One after the other, incredible stallions came in to the PACKED arena and showed their stuff. The riders are all incredible and the stallions were simply amazing in the charged atmosphere. Loud music, clapping, hooting and whistling got them excited and animated but the riders always made it a good experience for the horses, and just laughed it off when the young ones got wild.

Watching the horses go, you can't help but be excited. It makes you wish for horses like this, and if you can't afford to buy them then you'll want to breed for one. You can work your ass off to be the best rider you can be, and ask the same from your horse, that he becomes the best he can be, but to sit on horses like we watched yesterday... the rest of us can just go home when these guys show up!  

Truly, there is nothing in the world like Sezuan. I get to see this four year old stallion train regularly, and every single time I'm in awe. But to see him yesterday with his "whites" on (bandages, etc.), braided up and just giving it everything for the very loud, very appreciative audience... simply amazing. He's just so talented and, even better, so willing in the work. You watch the trot and think nothing can be better, then you see the canter, then you see the walk! The horse is everything you can dream of, and I totally agree with Andreas when he claims this is the best four year old in the world. How can anything be better?  

There were two Sezuan foals presented and they're also lovely. I was helping with the braiding and grooming of the Hotline mare with her Sezuan colt, and while spending time in the stall with him I could see this little guy was not only beautiful and correct, but full of confidence and personality. As I suspected he would, he played out in the arena when being shown to the crowd; he moved uphill and swingy, with lots of bucks and leaps. Wow.  

Although there can only be one king, and that is Sezuan, the other stallions that stood out for me were the young KWPN stallion Franklin with his amazing activity and gaits, the beautiful moving Quarterback son Quasinova, as well as Sir Donnerhall II, whose body mechanics are defy gravity. But really, not a single one of the stallions shown was anything less than top quality and made me wish I had a herd of top mares to pair up with these boys.

The finale of the event was when Andreas presented his new Grand Prix partner, Akeem. Again, I've been fortunate enough to see them schooling a few times, but it was so cool to see them in front of the audience. Akeem is simply extraordinary, I'm sure once they get out to the competition ring there will be many comparisons of this horse to Totilas (under Edward Gal). His piaffe and passage is breathtaking. Everything Akeem does is with incredible power, yet so fluid, soft, and rhythmical. The best thing is to see Andreas smile like a little boy when he's riding. That's what it's all about, right? The absolute thrill of sitting on such an incredible athlete, and their willingness to dance with us. So magical!

Here is a link to the Danish website Ridehesten.com's coverage of the event, with a picture gallery and above it a link to a video of Andreas & Akeem. 

There was a great party afterwards with food, drink, a live band and of course dancing. The entire team at Helgstrand Dressage worked very hard for this presentation and it was great to see everyone enjoying themselves. What a day! 

1:01 pm cest 

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I just had to sneak this picture of Goose in...
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I had a quick ride on him after the Let's Go's show and Tanja Arzberger caught some great shots!

Four year old stallion Instertanz...Or Pegasus?
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Wow! Thanks Brenda Owen for these beautiful pictures of Instertanz & I at the show.

I'll make changes to this site on a regular basis, sharing news, views, experiences, photos...whatever I can think of. Check back often!
Cheers,
Eiren



The Orange Goodness and I at home, May 16, 2013.

The Orange Goodness and I in our Grand Prix debut in Aalborg, Denmark, April 21, 2013. 

Andreas and Akeem, making it look so easy!

Taking notes on your ride.
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www.horseshow.com offers online coaching!

My brother and his bride!
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I was so happy that I could "be there" for the celebration!

Holding my own little piece of history!
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Grand Prix Freestyle, London Games.

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A great and true graph.

Ingrid, Erin, and me with Flipper.
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After our wonderful gallop along the river, NOT dressaging!